to the moon and back

actually..to kl and back in less than a whole day. terer tak? visa interview. so, it seems that i dont need a visa and it seems that its against the law for them to give me a visa. how cool is that man?? abahs havin a bit of trouble with his cos his name is damn common. so, kena tunggu maybe 2/3 minggu for them to confirm. nasib baik not a month.
thats it for now. tryin to get wonderwall chords rite. something wrong with the guitar maybe. or maybe i jus suck. haha.

useless entry

i dun usually write an entry when im bored cos i know the words that will be typed up in here are just useless pieces of crap which are no use to me or anyone readin this piece of shit. but since im damn bored and dont really have anythin else to do but type stuff out, im gonna write a useless piece. so here goes my useless entry with all my useless words which is useless to me and everyone readin it. u see i feel quite useless at the moment cos...ah..wanna explain ah? but very useless wat? so, yeah, as i was sayin uselessness is very common nowadays. it occurs a lot to peoples emotions when they are feelin useless. well, ofcosla. continuing on my useless entry..u see..now no idea already..USELESSLA. i give up..im gonna sing--->

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP DONT WANNA HEAR IT
GET OUT GET OUT..

i dun even know if the words are right. well, sad to say, im not even a fan of simple plan. wah! that freaken rhymes..go ahead..read it again 'im not even a fan of simple plan'..hahahahahahhahahahahah!!! i might make a song with that title..ok..hell with this..im out!
oh yeah..almost forgot to mention..life sux.

is it someones bday today?

new skin. so, whaddya think? who cares wat u think? ;). anyways, these past few days ive been helpin out my sis with her kerja kayu, sejarah, geog, and all that shit. shes supposed to complete all of it in 2 weeks i think. before we go offla. so, yeah, kerja kayu siap. along got the idea of makin a drawer kinda thing. looks quite neat actually. had fun spray paintin it. its silver!!! HAHAH! gotta help her with her folio and the other projects. well, till next time. maybe something interestin eh? -sarra out-

my condolences to a friend

got awful news just now that my friend's friend got into an accident. she died. i am so sorry for him. things happen sometimes, but we cant blame ourselves or find fault in people when something horrible occurs, its just not right. and letting anger consume one's self would be a fatal step into something else thats awful. in islam (and im sure in all other religions as well) we believe that everything happens for a reason. failure in the past could lead to success in the future. mistakes that have been done would not be repeated.
death, makes people stronger. death, makes us become closer to god.
death, reminds us to appreciate life and not waste any second of it, because we never know when god will take our last breath. it could be next month, week, or even tomorow. so jus...NEVER take anything for granted.

home sweet home

im home. finally home! rindu siot johor. tidak ku sangka johor begitu indah dan mempesonakan..(is dat ayat even right? who cares..)arrived johor about 9pm after makin stops to opahs house at seremban, then shantis house (although shanti wasnt there). my sis went to pick sumthing up. man, sakit buntut stayin in a car for so long. damn pening summore. parents no money to buy new car, aircond kong in the day time cos damn hot outside. useless. hehe. *damien rice - the blowers daughter*.
finally finished the visas. now all we have to do is go for our interviews. i sepatutnya no need to interview, cos us citizen maa..but dunno, their a bit fussy bout all this. probably takin off at the end of this month or early may. mmu acceptance letter came in today. got in alpha law. dunno if im takin the offer or not. might wait for upu. mom suggested studyin abroad when we go there. but..hm..i dunno, bein away from family and all. not used to it..plus its totally a different world there. on the other hand, it would be awesomela..to study there (if i can get in any collegesla). somethin for me to ponder on i guess *i believe in a thing called love - blessed union souls*
oh yea..i did something to moms laptop. these 'odd' icons started appearin on the desktop and got one blue screen there summore..wahpiang, damn panic. tried to wake up along but hes sleepin like a log. wohkay, im out.

lake in front of apartment 

bukit merah laketown

quick entry. im at bukit merah at the moment. have an apartment here. been here for a week already. got tasik outside with fish and all that stuff, really cool i tell ya. anyone lookin for a place to stay for a night near the lake and waterpark at bukit merah? contact me..hehe..there are 3 rooms and can accomodate about 8 people..(extra if u dont mind sleepin on the floor..) needed access to internet to apply for visas. need it before the 25th. hopin to reach US by the 29th. insya allah sempatla. well, write more later..gotta finish up visa..adios blog!

happy bday to shithead.

jus got back from melaka. got a tan from swimmin in the pool in the hot sun. wahlau-ay. visited along, did some shoppin. swim summore. then watch TV. stupid place - only have TV1,2 and 3. sux man. abah let me drive home. got sleepy a bit tengah2 jalan, a bit lelong, how the hell does he drive 2 straight hours?? sakit tangan and kaki! anyway, maklang, uncle F. and aunty L. came over today, they were here for about 3 hours. talked to Mel a bit. listened to the grownups chat about 'the unknowns'. kinda spooky i tell ya, but these things happen, they exist and i believe that. there are just some evil people out there who do weird and awful things to get revenge. i dont believe in revenge (in that way). you got a prob? confront the person straight and get it over with, senang cite. this one - sumpah this and thatla..my gawd, apa nak jadik with people these days? like barbarians only.
oh yeah, wat a historical day..the sultans bday..(WOO!). i dont give a shit bout the shithead. he's jus full of shit. feel it especially today cos everyones jus talkin about it. and the doas in friday prayers are read out loud with his name in it and all. i mean, what happened to equality in this country anyway?? tak kira ah, sultan ke, bapak sultan ke, the bapaks of the sultans ke, same thing. and plus, with the horrible things he's done, i seriously think he shouldve been punished for them. well, wat to do..wat to do..ill become PM one day and change all that huh? haha..and, yeah, if i get caught or sent to jail for writing this-->jus shows how 'free of speech' doesnt apply here.

*ba wo hui lai le - jay chou*

wo ting shuo tong chang zai zhan zheng hou jiu hui huan lai he ping
wei shen me 'kua le' wo de ba ba yi zhi da wo ma ma
jiu yin wei he zui jiu
ta jiu neng na wo ma chu qi
'wua jin jia kuo mai lo qui'
'gui sey wo ka suei han'~ huh

chong xiao dao da zhi yo ma ma de wen lo
wei shen me wo ba ba
na me xiong
ru guo zhen de wo you yi shuang chi bang
'neng' shuang chi bang
sui shi chu fa
tou tou chu fa
wo yi ding dai wo ma 'gia'
cong qian de jiao yu
bie ren de jia ting
bie ren de ba ba
zhong zhong de bao li yin su yi ding du hui you yuan yin
dan shi ne
ma gen wo dou mei you cuo kui wo jiao ni yi sheng ba~ ba
wo hui lai le

'my ge ren ni pa wo ma ma'
wo shuo de hua de
'ni gan mei tia?'
'my ge ren ni fa wo ma ma'
nan dao ni shou
bu hui tong ma?

qi shi wo hui jia jiu xiang yao zu zhi yi qie
rang jia ting hui dao guo qu tian tian
wen xin de huan le xiang wei
sui ran zhe shi wo bian zao chu lai de shi shi
you dian feng ci
you dian suan xing
dan ta que zai zhe kuai le she hui fa sheng chan sheng gong ming
chan sheng gong ming lai zu zhi yi qie bao li
yan lei sui zhe yin fu xi ru xue ye qing xu
cong xiao dao da ni jiao wo xue xi ni ba ni dang bang yang
hao duo de jia xiang
ma ma chang shou 'guai~~tnia li bei ay hua'
ni jiao wo zen me gen ni xiang~~~~ni zou kai

'my ge ren ni pa wo ma ma'
wo shuo de hua de
'ni gan mei tia?'
'my ge ren ni fa wo ma ma'
nan dao ni shou
bu hui tong ma?

'ji neng sa si lo lag shi boei'
yi er san si wu liu qi ba
wo jiao ni ba
ni da wo ma zhe yang dui ma
gan ma zhe yang
he bi rang jiu qian bi zi zou~ xia~
'gong do gong my tia'
'tia'
'tia' shi wo men zai 'tia'
'tia'

movie review - sepet

a romantic story involving two individuals of different race, culture and religion. lee ah loong - a chinese guy who sells VCDs at a local pasar to earn some extra money who is regularly bothered by loan sharks. orkid - malay girl who has loving friends. family and boyfriend.

orkid and her friend met lee ah loong (he referred himself to her as jason) at his stall one day to buy some takeshi kaneshiro movies. orkid was mesmerised by jasons eyes. and jason at the same time felt the same chemistry. (in this part of the movie, all the sounds of people talking and music stops..haha). orkid and her friend later on discovered that jason had left his phone number with the CDs that they purchased. so they got in touch and became close friends. at this point, both orkid and jason were seeing different people. orkid had a boyfriend (whose a stupid, fuckin dipshit cos he tried to take advantage of her), and jason was seeing jimmys (loan shark) sister.

so, lalala, dididi, skip all the romantic shit, one day jasons friend keong gets attacked by the loan sharks - thank god he didnt die. and one day, jimmy got pissed at jason for getting his sister pregnant (which is true by the way), but they didnt get the chance to cos right before jimmy came jason was talkin to orkid on the phone and orkid sempat tell his father and the police sempat datang (which is in a quite short time frame i might add). so jimmy was shot i think and one of his gang members got killed. jason was finally free of the assholes.

after finding out he got a girl pregnant, he told orkid in a letter. and orkid just flipped. lets just say she WASN'T cool about itla. jason made attempts to approach her but she didnt let him, neither did her friends. she was bummed dude. jason wrote her a letter one time but she didnt care to read it. at the same time orkid got a scholarship to england to study, so meaning she had to leavelor. after quite a while, it was time for her to leave. and she STILL hadnt read the letter jason wrote her. on the same day (in a different scenario) keong pujuk jason to see her off at the airport, and he thought about it and decided he would. back to the other scenario. orkid, mom, and dad were in the car on the way to airport when her mom urged her to read the letter. so she finally did.
AWW..now this is damn sweet man..jason wrote something about how the girl who he got pregnant aborted the baby and didnt want to be with jason. here comes the sweet part - he said that he wanted to write a poem for her but he couldnt. he was thoughtless (he love writing poetry). he did not get any ideas from god because orkid was the gift from god to him..AWW..anyways, she was crying in the car. her mom kept tellin her to call jason and tell him she loved him so that he knows. so she did. she tried to dial the first time, but tak dapat. a couple times, tak dapat. last time baru dapat. so she told him she loved him and he said 'i know..i love u too'....
he had already died in this scene in an accident. tsk..tsk..sedih sial!! so i guess it was his soul listenin to her words. his soul wanted her to leave for england in peace. and i guess (unlike other movies) this saves time from all the cryin and drama and all that..but yala..I HATE THE ENDING!!!!!!!!!

all in all i thought the movie was original and very real. i think many can relate well to the story and yeah..FINALLY A MOVIE WHERE THEY SPEAK GOOD ENGLISH!! ;)..

anyways, i know mesti dah ramai gila yg dah watch dis movie..this is jus my intrepretation and my way of tellin it. for those who havent watched the movie..SORRY!! i spoiled your suspense..haha..leave any comments if you have any.


sepet 

an ode to jas, izrin, and shanti

i was jus reminiscin. and im missin my days at SMKMR. man, it was a lot of fun there. izrin, shanti and jas. these people were my bestest friends over there man. we were in everytihing together. jas - wacky, laughs at almost anything (haha), jus always making people smile. izrin - the 'planner' of most things, bertanggungjawab, i admire her courage and determination. shanti - the brains among us all..hehe, crackin dumb jokes, havin a contageous laugh at most times, i swear, everytime she laughs, i laugh, and then our whole group laughs.
i remember in form 2 how i used to annoy izrin with linkin park's song..used to scream in her ear 'CRAWLIN IN MY SKINNN!!!' hahaha..and shed get pissed off like hell..
i remember goin to jas tellin her about sum dude i thought who was cute and she'd be smilin her ears off and sayin funny things like 'wat? gonna ngorat him ah??' hahaha..jas..jas..
i remember in form 3 how shanti and i would be talkin on the phone for about 5 hours. jus talkin bout this and that, talk about life, how unfair it is (at that time).
i remember in form 2 how all of us would stay back almost evryday to rehearse our puisi sains. the puisi izrin wrote about 'pembiakan' (if im not mistaken..hey, it was suppose to be scientific what???) yeah..those sweet times. *muscle museum - muse*
i remember the time we went for this motivasi thing in form 3 and jas and izrin came to me and shantis hostel room. we combined the two single beds and all 4 of us slept in me and shantis room..haha..dont think that was allowed! but it was fun, we chatted and talked bout girl stuff til one by one we fell asleep..izrin was the first to fall asleep..haha.
*the man who sold the world - nirvana*
i remember in form 4 when all of us sang goodbye songs for our practical teachers. i think it was 'if i let u go', 'andai kau pergi' and 'wo jue bu neng shi qi ni'...yeah..i remember!! we recorded our voices on kak zariahs recorder (thanx kak zariah!!) and let them hear it..how sweet can u get?? (cheh, prasan..haha)..
anyways, jas, izrin and shanti - i love u guys no matter what!! ;)..hope to meet ya all sometime..

april foolsday

another day of boredom. maklang came over to urut keena. she hasnt had fever today. thank god. hopefully she'll get better before we all head to US. been more then a month already. sometimes i think its a bit unfair for all this to happen to her..but i keep my faith and keep tellin myself that there must be a reason gods doing this to her. not sure wat it is yet though.

listenin to my mp3's at the mo'. 'seberapa pantas' - sheila on 7. dunno y, but when i listen to this song, i teringat form 4. one of the popular songs of that time i guess. april fools day..hm..how boring..didnt play any jokes..for the first time! GAWD, when am i gonna start uni life huh? jus cant wait to hit the books and start studying again ya know..(sounds like im sum kind of nerd..lol) i was actually goin through my bio books (for naja) and actually spent 15 minutes readin bout enzimes..LOL! and i HATE biology! that just shows sumthingla. 'toy soldiers' - eminem. inspiring dude.

my S.T.U.P.I.D. handphone still wont freaken turn on. bought a new battery at HP the other day but it still wont charge. shit-ass-cheap-nak-mamposss phone. i swear ill jus throw it and break it one day..one fine day..or maybe ill jus take it to the shop tomorow.owkay, ill end here. till tomoro. another boring entry..!! 'suga suga' - baby bash.

my first entry..woopee..

wat to say? wat to say? cant sleep. bored. so do this blog shit. whatever. til next time.