wake me up when october ends

its been about 2 weeks of fasting month. another 2 weeks to go! i really hope to lose some pounds. although i really doubt i will cos ive been lacking in excercise. i used the treadmill a week ago for 3 days in a row. then, jadi malas. plus, dont have enough energy during the day to do it. pastu, at night, after terawih, lepak apa semua, i get sleepy. hmm..think of something sarah.
im gonna be goin to UIA matriculation centre in a couple of weeks. nervous like hell. itll be like the 1st day of school again. i need some baju kurungs, cos according to the buku they give, kena pakai baju kurung for classes, which is satu masalah negara, cos i only have 3 pasang! bagus punye sarah. now i need to go tempah some. sheeesh, menyusahkan jek. and we're suppose to wear white tudung, which i dont have either. but thats no prob, im sure i can find some in these couple weeks. i cant wait to start learning again. havent had that feeling of having something serious to do in a while. so, im ready to take up the challenge. i hope i do okayla.
ive packed up some of my stuff. and it accumulated to this really huge bag. i wonder if everyone else brings that much shit, or am i the only one? tak taula. i need some toiletries, stationary, baju kurungs and tudung. we'll be going to bkt merah hopefully tomorow after we come back from court..yup..court..but thats confidential information. sorry. :P. write more some other time. gotta wake up early tomorow.

wall of josh

josh holloway. one of the reasons i LOVE 'lost' so much! hes got the cutest dimples ever. haha. anyway, for any girls who wanna check him out. do it here.

if i were a millionaire

just a thought. if i were a millionaire, i would :-

• get an extreme makeover - from the face and down.
• hire a personal trainer, hopefully the one oprah hired. lol.
• buy tons of clothes and shoes and bags. *laughs evilly*
• build public libraries in every state in malaysia, which will have all the latest new books, encyclopedias, journals and all that shit.
• make sure all schools in malaysia are equipped wit comps and have access to internet.
• make SIDEWALKS everywhere. so people can WALK safely in the neighbourhood. :P.
• help needy students to achieve what they dream.
• help the poor..the old..build shelters..blabla..u know what i meanla.
• adopt a cub. is adopt the right word?
• adopt a panda.
• go to LA and meet johnny depp! and oh yeah, my current sweetheart, josh holloway. lol.
• get a nice, small house wit a li'l garden.
• get a small car. maybe a honda civic.
• get a nice handphone thats not too expensive.
• study abroad.
• go to every theme park thats worth going to.
• get an ipod?
• buy a summerhouse in the US for the family.
• direct and produce a movie. [hey, u can do that if ur damn rich rite?]
• build a hospital under my name..[wacky].
• construct more parks everywhere.
• build a theme park called 'the lost park' maybe somewhere in johor, which has ALL the awesome rides and is as big as..singapore. which is not that big for a country but big enough for a theme park. dontcha think?
• get an apartment in LA and NY. hehe
• open my own restaurant called 'délicieu cuisant'. which i think means, delicious cuisine in french. main hentam je. haha

and...ofcourse, if the money keeps coming in, donations will be made to the poor every month. okay, thats it for now.

completion of 'LOST' season 1

yay. happy bday to mua. im 18. damn old. well, first things first. we had some pizza before 12 am, sept 17th 2005, then at exactly 12 am, we ate the cheesecake my family bought. sedap like hell. along called to wish happy birthday. he sent me a handphone. how cool? hope i get it tomorow. and we had a whole 'almost 4 hours' of LOST while we had dinner/supper. and amazingly abah didnt fall asleep. keen bought me a bracelet with my name on it, lawa jugak ah. haha. so it was practically a simple celebration with the family. nice and simple. and today, abah cooked kinda like, a 'special' lunch which was really special to me cos abah cooked it. nile ajak go to jusco, but i didnt really feel like going. maybe tomorow la kot. abah and mama went to perak tadi and theyll be back next week, tues or wednesday. so keen and i got the house all to ourselves, which is cool but freaky at the same time.
once they bertolak, i put on the last episodes of LOST. and we finished it!! me and keen. man, i LOVE the show. its just SO damn freaky and weird. tabik to the creator. tak sabar 2nd season keluar. only that itll be a couple months before malaysia or singapore start to play it. shitla. adios.

keranamu malaysia

hey the hey hey hey.

i am now back in malaysia. unfortunately. haha, how awful of me, tak suka balik malaysia pulak. tak patut punye malaysian. tak bangga dengan tanahair, raja, dan negara. ish ish..
its nothing like that, as some people would assume. its just two different places which are incomparable. although i have to admit i REALLY like it there, but all in all, it feels good to be home. i have my air-con room, computer, soft bed, tv [but no cable!! waaa!!] , family, and i guess thats all that matters now.

after my last entry i :-

• went to chocolate world in Hershey. bought some hershey chocs and went on some rides. chocolate seemed extra good that day. i guess after learning the history of something, you tend to appreciate it more.
  
• went to lancaster to do some last minute shopping at the hundreds of outlets. and i tell ya, this is shopping heaven man [for people with ka-chings la] . u can find levi's, skechers, nike, liz clairborne, estee lauder, aigner, tommy hilfiger, reebok, and loads more. bought some clothes for myself. mom bought perfumes, bags, and some accessories for little peoples. we spent, accumatively, about 8 hours shopping. i could do more. but no more damage could be done to my parents wallets. so, we left with a trunk full of stuff.
• went to new york city. *sigh*. i dream to live there. theres just something about that place that strikes you and says 'hey, this is the greatest place in the world'. lol. got a picture with Samuel L . Jackson. the fact that he was made out of wax didnt bother me one bit..na ah..hehe. V really loved it there too. we took pictures from behind the statue of liberty, yeah, behind..funny, but true. we decided to go around town instead of on the ferry all the way to the statue which would already kill 2 hours. and we WERE leaving to newark airport the next day; we had to use our time wisely, so, that left us with pictures from behind the statue. oh, whatdaheck? oh yeah, hot guys all over the place [not that it would affect me in anyway..im just sayin]. LOL.

well, then we went back to Aunty L's house and continued packing our stuff before we left for the airport the nest nite. we did some more last minute packin the next day and left the house by about five with two cars full of baggage. arrived the airport at about 8pm. flight was supposed to be at ten pm. everything went quite smoothly at the airport...until we got to malaysia and found out our baggage never left newark airport. it took another 3 days for ALL our baggage to get to johor. so we just, recently got our baggage 2 days ago. at least everything was in place, EXCEPT..tragically, the digital camera which i was hoping would be in the baggage but wasnt. my worst thought is of all the pics we took in new york...my god, what a waste. im praying its at Aunty L's house, and we just forgot or mislooked it while we were there.

im tired. still jetlag. write more soon.

farewell dumbledore

yeap. huge harry potter fan. what can i say? sorry for leaking the story for those who havent read it (although im sure many have finished it LONG before me). i have the tendency to do that. i remember in form 4 when andrew broke the news that sirius died before i got to that part in book 5, so now, im doing it. how cruel eh?
Uncle W and Aunty M came today with fam. had picnic, main with the kids. thats it.
goodnite.

half blood prince

"We've got a problem Snape," said the lumpy Amycus, whose eyes and wand were fixed alike upon Dumbledore, "the boy doesn't seem able--"
But somebody else had spoken Snape's name, quite softly.

"Severus..."

The sound frightened Harry beyond anything he had experienced all evening. For the first time, Dumbledore was pleading.

Snape said nothing, but walked forward and pushed Malfoy roughly out of the way. The three Death Eaters fell back without a word. Even the werewolf seemed cowed.

Snape gazed for a moment at Dumbledore, and there was revulsion and hatred etched in the harsh lines of his face.

"Severus...please..."

Snape raised his wand and pointed in directly at Dumbledore.

"Avada Kedavra!"

ABUYA!

yodelayheehoo..
went to the mall today. spent 2 hours at kauffmans, i have no idea where that time flew. ended up tak beli baju apa. im so picky. its cos i have limited expenses as you know. we're kinda 'tight', and its all because of that STUPID scam..if not we'd at least have 1000 bux handy. dipshit who caused this shit.
i did get 2 pairs of jeans though. and a pair of earrings which has a miniture Ace card and some dices on 'em. i dunno if it 'kena' with me. im having thoughts of exchanging it with sumthing else. its really cool though.
its alongs bday today. Happy Bday Along. hes soo old ledi. 21 ledi. can get married ledi. hhaaha..shut up sarah.
watched chocolat on monday night. kinda the 2nd time. cos the 1st time tgk sikit jek. didnt even get to the johnny depp part the 1st time. johnnys hot as usual. i just cant imagine him 'not hot'. anyway, made this funny display. had a little extra time. ill post it.
that sketch originally had my picture under it. but i wouldnt wanna ruin anyones eyesight. so, enjoy.
goodnight.

trip to philly

hey my faithful journal.
finished 'nights in rodanthe' - nicholas sparks. a romance novel. i think my first romance novel. dont usually read romance cos its just so unrealistic. especially for a person like me, cos im a bit pessimistic about this stuff. but i guess once in a while its okayla. its a sad story. someone dies. i actually teared at a part of the book. i know, stupid me. nicholas sparks is an awesome writer.

We started our trip to philly yesterday morning around 10 am and arrived at Aunty L's house at around 2pm. Then, Uncle F (i dunno why im calling him uncle, he's only 12 years or so older than me) came around 230pm. so, we had our lunch at around 3. mom made nasi lemak, just a simple malay food specially made for the malays. Uncle F and Aunty L in this case i guess, cos we're used to nasi lemak. so, makan-makan. i talked to V for a while. V is mom and dads RA and a friend of mine. he arrived in philly from Malaysia on the 28th and Aunty L and Uncle D were really nice enough to let him stay at their house. their goin to malaysia on wednesay so their leaving the house to V. people here are so freaken nicela.
anyway, after lunch, the 'adults' talked..yada yada..uncle D put on pirates of the caribbean, and how cool, just adds to the 'list of johnny depp movies that needs to be watched' which i plan to complete. so, watched that, for the second time. but i still like it. tried to play nintendo with A, but i suck, seriously suck. i can play Playstation but not nintendo. weird huh? or maybe it was just the games..their a bit too, hmm..whats the word? animated?
After all that, around 7pm, we went around philly - UPENN. V was gonna have a seminar there, so we took him around. Uncle F kinda was the 'tourguide'..haha. took some pics here and there, went to the bookstore, went to the clothes souvenir shop but tutup, got a drink, took some more pics - at the big broken button. i had a pic at the big broken button when i was younger. dunno why its there or what its suppose to represent, but we still took pictures.
we then got back home at around 930pm. uncle F brought out his pillow (utecay ikelay ellhay..! utshay upay arahsay!!) we were all spendin the night at Aunty L's place. (evenay uncleay Fay..owhay oolcay isay atthay?? anmay..iay amay atheticpay huh?) we girls got the room. the guys tido kat bawah.
today, went to the mall. V stayed home and kinda babysat for A. haha. so it was us, Aunty L and Uncle D and Uncle F (i gotta stop callin him that..its soo WEIRD!) destination - king of prussia. now this mall aint no Jaya Juso at taman U. its majorly huge! 4 floors, about 150 shops on each including JCPenneys, Macys. Strawbridges and whatever shit. F, ma and abah and me and keen split up. me and keen checked out some clothes. i tried on things i would never wear in public, which i do not need to go in further detail. but, oddly, me and keen didnt buy anything. we had 20 bux each. i couldve settled for the $18 blouse which looked awesome, but i decided to save the money. crazy me. shouldve just bought it! dont u ever wish u were rich? or maybe even..royalty?? then ud be FILTHY rich. like the royalties in malaysia who take our parents money and spend it in places like...hmm..USA! woops..too far off there.
we were off for about 2 hours. then ma told us to meet back up. hate goin to the mall and not getting to see everything. its like finding a dollar bill on the road and not takin it - only far worse. im hopin we'll go there again. V will be watching Aunty L's house, so, we can always drop by there while at philly. we then took off to state college right after that. with nothing from the mall (me and keenla..parents bought some stuff). i hate it. why do i have to be so nice? i feel so guilty asking for extra cash. why cant i just go all bratty and ask for more? haha...what a STUPID thought. well, i couldve if i worked, its just that i found out i need a permit and all that shit cos im under 18. amenda ntah.
so now we're back at BCD. it was a fun weekend. i cant really specify which part of it was fun; Aunty L whose so friendly, A. whose so adorable, the house which seems so homey, F who was there and lookin all cute, V - a friend from malaysia, ritas waterice, family, malls, childhood parks, muslim community, yeah....maybe it was all that. man, i love it here. i dont wanna go back. at least not within this month.

thrift shop ke-raze

we went around today looking for cheap, used stuff. and no, i dont care what you think. anyways, for myself, i just got a shirt. and some photo frames. kinda collecting those shits. i have about 10 already. the things people dont want can really become someone else's treasure. i should have a yard sale, u know, to get rid of all my junk. i bet i could fill up a yard with the stuff just from my room. i swear. and maybe get rid of loads of clothes. totally need a new wardrobe anyway. maybe after i get some cash. do you have cash? would you like to give me some?

we went to dairy queen after that. ice cream. on my request, as usual. i was bloated with ice cream. i felt at that very moment, i wouldnt eat icecream for a whole week. but just an hour ago i was lookin for icecream sandwiches in the freezer. and they werent any. dang.

didnt go to the mall, or the library. maybe tomorow. i found some of my ringgits, about RM 130. that would be about 30 dollars. i could buy H.P. half blood prince with that. but nah, ill let parents do that, or keena.

untitled

hey. whats up?
just finished reading Dreamcatcher. the movie was good. but reading the book is always more enjoyable. im on another of Stephen Kings works. "The Girl Who Love Tom Gordon". yeap..baru nak baca..apela sara. i dont really read 'a lot' but im hoping to make that a new habit.
so, drexel accepted me for biomedical engineering. their sem will start sept 26th, 2 months from now. i applied for MARA student loan. if they approve, then i guess its 'hello' to philly.
we have another about 3 weeks left here. i seriously cant believe how time passes sooo darn quickly. still felt like it was yesterday that we went to Disney World. man..
well, gotta sleep. tomorows agendas -- shopping (window only la kot), and stop by library; help keen study and get some johnny depp movies. Oh JoHnNy, MarRy Me! hahahaha..
chow.

drexel university

do your ears hang low? do they wobble to and fro?

depps hot. FREAKEN hot. (maybe not in C&CFla, but despite that, still hot). too bad hes married. LOL. talking crazy.
well, Aunty L & Uncle D and family came on saturday to visit. they got here around 11am and lepak skejap at the house. then ma, abah, and them went to the arts festival in downtown. i didnt go cause i saw most of it the day before. then they came back and hanged for a while at the house. sempat i went for a cycle. about 3 miles. ma, abah, and Aunty L were in the kitchen cookin for dinner, i helped out a bit. aunty F and Uncle P came for dinner too. it was a full house.
Aunty L's kids are just cute. D locked himself out and he was calling for his mom. i couldnt help but find that incident very funny. haha. im easily amused. oh well.
Abah and Uncle D played frisbee and all outside. i was hangin with my book most of the time but occasionally go around the house to see whats goin on.
today, watched 2 movies - I, Robot (for the 3rd time) and The Replacements. My sister wanted to watch that. i thought it was a copy of Little Giants, only an adult version.
we went for a small picnic nearby today. played some baseball, basketball. then singgah walmart buy some groceries. then balik. fooosh..todays entry very detail la. so pathetic. anyways, this shit might, in some way, sound amusing in 10 years to come, so what the heck?

hunkamania. johnny depp - i love you! LOL.

charlie & the chocolate factory

Terrific movie. Loved it, loved it, loved it. cant say its BETTER then the first version, but totally awesome. i dont really remember the story from the original book, but i think there were some add ons in this movie. went with my sis to the nearest cinema - downtown. i just had to watch it. we got back home at around 9pm.

Likes:

• the kids characters. they played them so well.
• charlies house - showed how poor he really was
• the factory - dangit. this ones awesome
• willy wonka - johny depp i love you
• graphics - tim burton movies rock
• the story - ofcourse
  

Dislikes:

• the oompa loompas - freaky. did you guys notice hes the dude playin in that creepy episode of X-files? the dude with no legs and creeks around and eats people. my golly..that was the freakiest X-file epi ive ever seen.
• the songs - could do with some more work. but too late.

i still like gene wilder as wonka. johny depp rocks my socks and all, but he just doesnt play it as well. i still love him though.

confucius say "Many recieve advice, only the wise profit by it"

my fortune cookies said that. wonder what it means? *stares up in the air, blankly*.
another episode of my boring life..
well, skins changed. after 3 months of that 'shoot me' shit. something went wrong with it i guess. words all over the places. so now im back to my 1st ever skin. woopay.
nothing much going on. sometimes feel sick of staying at home. Walmart called me for an interview. hope i get the job. need some cash man!
we checked out the daycare for sue, and it was 110 bux a week. sure if we had a shit ass lot of money we'd send her, but nope. but she was hoping to go so much. she wants to go so much. so kesianla.
checked out YMCA. they goy gyms and hangout rooms and pools. nice place.
brought rizvi's treadmill out. haha. why not put it to use eh? its not like we're gonna break it. heavy duty shit i tell ya.
anyway, hell with this. at least for today. my interview thingys on thursday. aunty linas comin on saturday for the arts festival downtown which'll start wednesday. hope its the bomb. peace out.

thoing thoing thoing

Greetings earthlings of the...earth? I come in Pieces..of carrots?
I suck at intros..even in real life. ANYWAY, updates:-

• We've moved in Rizvis and might i say the house is DAMN CUN!!
• Got into PennState. Only they can only let me in at Altoona cos University Park was full for Fall. Unless if i really wanted to go to University Park campus, then i gotta wait Spring.
• Applied for a job. CVS? Walmart? Sears? Hollywood Videos? Schlow Library? Ben & Jerrys? Hopin to get one of those. Just need some extra cash and time to kill.
• Suppose to be at UIA today. For the registration. *sigh*. Goodbye UIA..at least for now. Abah wrote a letter to them asking if i can get in 2nd semester, in case i dont accept my PennState offer. Well, my Matric friends - have fun!
• Been jogging..yup..with a capital J. yes, i AM capable of it. and no, im NOT crazy.
• Gonna get a bike tomorow!! woopee. why am i soo excited? kat malaysia ada bike but tak guna pun.
• Went to the mall for the 1st time since ive been here..(i know..kesian). Small mall la. but got shopsla. got hunks also. lol.
• oh yeah..ACT's. hmm..if ikut the rankingla. My composite score on the national rank is a 71. which is not so good but more than 50, so, i dunno, okay what? ah..doesnt matter. didnt even have enouigh study on it.
• Been playing piano. although i have no idea how. gonna check out some stuff on the net.

In exactly an hour, i would have been at UIA, probably listening to some boring ceramah and on with my pre-u life. but, i guess not. oh well, insya-allah god gives me what i deserve. amin.

I'm not gonna write the date and time again like i usually do. stupid me. boleh tukar kat bawah ni jek. reminder - US time. ok..adios.

rack has two meanings. :P.

salam and good evening. today we had ANOTHER bbq. only it was at our house. with a malay family. their just nice peeps. the kids are adorable. annoying (but only a tiny ounce). i think i was born to be loved by kids. hmm, maybe its the charm. woohoo..PERASAN! anyways, we had some chicken, hotdogs, blablabla then we went inside to watch some movies (which kinda defeats the purpose of bbqs, but, oh well). it was fun all in all. played with the kids a bit. then later on me and keen decided to make a cake for fathers day instead of buyin one and it turned out awesome. ill put a pic of it if i get the chance.
wondering how life is gonna be like if i go to iium. seems like a peaceful place.
miss along. if he was here mesti best gile! along come herela for a week or two. cheh! macam he baca this thing. lol.
my sushis last night turned out okay cos it was all finished. i mite be the next sushi queen. im thinkin a mix of cultures here. 'sushi beriyani'. amacam?
gotta sleep. aloha.

June 19th, 3.15 a.m.

IIUM - engineering matriculation

whatever the title says. i got it. im darn happy. kinda. i am. minus the fact that now i dont know what to do. thank god iium gave til next week to decide. then now i can go on thinking and worrying about what i wanna do for a WHOLE WEEK! im just really blur right now.
i realised i like EATING sushi more then actually MAKING it. and i still havent succeded in makin one of those 'egg salad' sushis. ended up turning like ugly mashed eggs and rice ; with seaweed.
i just mailed my scholarship thingy today. jus need to send in 2 more docs, then they can evaluate it.
got an email from izrin. miss her loads. wish i could turn back time sometimes. gee..how pathetic do i sound??
well, thats all for now. maybe ill wake up tomorow and finally figure out what to do with my life. chill peeps.

June 17th 2005, 12.45 a.m.

yada yada

ACT dah abisss! woohoo. a feel of relief. (skit je la). didnt have much time for the english and science reasoning section. man, americans MUST read fast, cos i felt like the only one havin trouble. after that balik rumah and catch up on..sleep! hehe. didnt sleep well the night before. than by 6 we had a barbecue to attend to. all the malays here pakat buat bbq and they invited us. it was ok. talked to some of them. most of them are jpa scholars. one more year and their finished. again, nice to see faces from home. too bad there was no one my age i could really connect to. but it was okay anyway. sue stepped on glass cos we didnt wear our shoes outside on the balcony and i guess some shitheads broke glass there. kesian sue. but shes ok. tomorow we're going to philly. got directions for franklin institute, zoo and adventure aquarium. dang, feel like a kid again. tel next time. i need some cranberries! ( i do mean the band.) miss all my 2000 mp3s in msia! lol. i need a drink too, but im too dang scared to godown and get it. :P. so dark.

June 12th, 1.10 a.m.

ACTs

ACTs pulak. youre probably wondering that. im taking it cos the next SATs are in Oct. ACTs tomorow, im on standby. i had exactly 4 days of prep. surely get A. (sarcasm kills the sarah). parents went to walmart and its almost 11pm. mentang2 24 hours that thing opens. haha. i would've gone if i didnt have to study. oh god, give me whatever is best for me. help me.
went to pennstate today. (for the 100th time). the official tour and presentation was todayla. nice place. friendly people. VERY different from malaysia. and i dont know if im ready for it. seriously. i mean, i dont even know anyone here. not that well la. it gets lonely sometimes. *sigh*. miss everyone in malaysia. even that guy yang kerja kat jusco at that music shop. *sigh*. the most unexpected people. well, pray for me whoever you are. lol.

June 10th, 10:50 p.m.

saje je

tgh kat library. saje nak post. ramai gak people here. so, why not type dlm bm? derang tak pam!! hahaha!! sorry. gile skit..adios.

June 7th, 2.30pm

i got a library card!

Schlow Memorial Library. a really cute library. theyve got a childrens section upstairs and adult section downstairs. and theres an internet cafe next to the childrens section. saw a muslim american lady there workin, noticed her 'tudung', another feeling of home-li-ness. me and abah got our library cards today after going to the admission office at pennstate. they said i needed SATs cos im american citizen. gila bugs ah. and they cant consider me an international student jus cos of that. but i personally think thats unfair cos i had my education and all in malaysia. oh well, but abah wants me to take SAT or ACT la, he said i might need it anyway. i might not be able to be admitted this fall, maybe spring, which brings back to my thoughts --- amek kat malaysia ah. but abah wants me to go to pennstate. the question is---what do i want? im really not sure. come on, im 17, what do u expect? oh dear ol stupid brain of mine -- what is best for me??

June 6th, 12.40 a.m.

'aint' aint a word

*zip a dee doo dah, zip a dee yay..my oh my, what a wonderful day. *
that song has practically been ringin in my head for quite a while. i dont even know what disney movie its from. kesian.
walt disney and universal were fun. i was just aiming for all the thrill rides. managed to finish probably 70% of all the thrill rides. scoreboard : -
thrills
(a) Splash Mountain : 7/10
(b) Tower of Terror : 8/10 (very similar to gentings spaceshot)
(c) Duelling Dragons : 8/10
(d) Rock and Roller Coaster : 8/10
family rides
(a) Cat in The Hat : 8/10
(b) Men in Black : 7/10
(c) Terminator : 9/10 (sound effects - 10 thumbs up!!)
(d) Spiderman : 8/10
didnt get a chance to go on test track, and the hulk (thrills). cos we only had a day. but sue definately enjoyed it. it was fun to watch her. i had my time 8 years ago. maybe another 8 years to come ; a 3rd trip? haha.
Rizvi came over today. Whose Rizvi? An old friend of Along and us. i was close to his sis before we went back to Malaysia. Their originally from Indonesia. But Rizvi and Mimi are both studying at penn state, so theyve been here for a while. nice to see some familiar faces. it recalls lots of memories. how i wish i was a kid again. all we had to think about then was playtime. how nice.
went downtown twice today. just exploring. wanted to go to the library but their closed on sundays. maybe tomorow.
write more when i get the chance. miss malaysia. miss my house. miss jusco and sushi! i had five raw fish sushi which was really hard for me to swallow but i finished it anyways. that was $7.35 all together. not including tips. adios.

















June 5th 2005, 7:50 P.M.

pennsylvania, U.S.A

so, we're finally here at our place, state college, pennsylvania. 10 minute walk away from downtown. havent tried walking there yet cos we jus got here last night. the weather here is quite cold. especially during the nite. kinda like genting cold. and according to the people we've been talking to its not normal. so, its not my fault i didnt bring any 'tebal' jackets. lol.
summers coming soon. the hot season. but for the time being its stil cool. really nice cool weather outside.
we did our grocery shopping this morning. keen jakun with a lot of stuff, cos takde kat msia. hahaha. that girl ah. sue also same. im not that jakun anymore i guess. im into other stuff. the house here aint bad, cume the owners left their closets full, so menyusahkan us a bit. cos we need to keep our stuff too.

the trip ----> we took our flight from johor to kl. sampai kl around 830 am. so we jalan2 cari our gates. by that time it was already 900am so terus masuk plane. then after about almost an hour, they said the plane had technical problems, so we had to change planes. it was suppose to fly by 1130am. so we waited at the terminals till 1100am when they announced our flights will be at 1pm pulak. gile. dahla tengah lapar. didnt eat the whole day. so they gave us these tokens for us to get free food at some restaurants (but got limit laa). so, finally got to eat. makan2...dah pukul 12 lebih. made our way to the terminal and masuk plane. this time no probs. so our journey started.

12 something hours in the plane does not do good to your body man. even if you were to get up jalan2 (in the plane, which is kinda weird). after the first 5 hours your back will start to ache. but being in air was cool. rasa macam on top of the world man. haha.

arrival ----> aunty lina and uncle david picked us up at the airport. and they drove us to aunty surias house which was about 3 hours away. slept for 1/2 an hour i think. so we slept at aunty surias aptmnt that night. very cold night.

next day -----> woke up fresh at around 9am. then got sleepy again at 2pm (its like 2am malaysia) so tido. then tgk2 dah pukul 6pm! man, timing was really off. jetlag. aunty lina invited us for dinner, so we went. she made mee hoon goreng and ayam goreng and aunty suria brought some pizza (which is 3 times the size compared to malaysia pizza might i add). i ate a bit of mee hoon and got full. we missed american idol that night but aunty suria recorded it on TiVo so it was ok. we went back to aunty surias place and watched a.i. together. we were rootin for bo. haha..yeah. aunty surias cool. shes got a nice place too. couldnt sleep till about 3am, so went surfing the 900 channels.

next next day ------> had 4 hours of sleep and coudnt sleep anymore. packed our bags and got ready to go to town to meet my dads prof. she invited us all for lunch at this reallly nice restaurant. i had a spinach ravioli which was awesome. haha. after that we said buhbyess. then my fam and i walked to our car rental place (1/2 an hour walk i think) it was really cold. i was getting blisters cos i coudnt find my socks before we left. the rental place was at this station (looked like a scene from kal ho naa ho). this was kinda our first outing since we got here. so we got our SUV, went back to aunty surias house to get out bags and went off to state college. 4 hour trip. aunty fuzi ajak for dinner so we had dinner at their house before coming to our own house. met her husband pat. hes a cool dude. friendly and funny. they lent us some sleeping bags and pillows cos there werent enough at out place. nice people. aunty fuzi makes me feel at home. maybe cos she speaks god malay. haha..nice people la.

well, thats it for now. hope to keep this blog updated frequently. if not, than its 'hello again' to my journal.
oh yeah,we're using a wireless connection account which is not secured by the people who registered. hahaha.. their fault. good thing, if not i wouldnt be posting this.

bon voyage?

in exactly an hour we're off to senai airport for a flight to klia. then from klia straight to new york. 23 hours. talk about a pain in the arss.
some friends and aunties came over. chat-chat with nile and shan. gonna miss them. gonna miss the house especially, never been away from the house for more than 2 weeks.
some of ya are probably gonna think im crazy for followin my parents, yeah..with uni and matric starting and all..but i mean..this is like a chance in a lifetime to go. if not now than probably never.
dont think im gonna sleep, have to wake up in 1/2 an hour anyway, might as well stay awake rite? i hope the trip will go okay, and the baggage process will go on smoothly. god almighty protect us.
thats all for now i guess. anyone want any souvenirs? let me know, if im nice enough, ill get them for you. LOL. selamat tinggal malai-siaaa..

*lack of color - death cab for cutie*

And when I see you, I really see you upside down
But my brain knows better, it picks you up and turns you around
Turns you around, turns you around

If you feel discouraged when there's a lack of color here
Please don't worry lover, it's really bursting at the seams
from absorbing everything the spectrum's A to Z.

This is fact not fiction for the first time in years
All the girls in every girlie magazine can't make me feel any less alone,
I'm reaching for the phone to call at 7:03 and on your machine,
I slur a plea for you to come home.
But I know it's too late, and I should have given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay; given you a reason to stay;
given you a reason to stay

This is fact not fiction for the first time in years

2 roti canais & a TOEFL please

no..toefl is NOT a food. mind you. the test went okay. although i thought i couldve done better on the writing with more time. but i had only 1/2 an hour. so, couldnt really say it was 'da bomb'. the question went sometin like dis:
"some people trust their judgement on people on first impressions, others feel the opposite. compare the two and tell us which one you would go with."
i went with the 'opposite' ofcourse. and it was about 350 words. my range for the whole thing was 188-240 which my mom said was ok. i guess. not great, but okay.
developed a 'short-term' crush at the center..haha! i couldnt help it, he was darn cute and he spoke really good english plus he was malay. mr prometic was his name [hes a guy and he works at the prometric center..fair enough]. im just glad the tests over. ill get the results in about 2 weeks i guess.
alhamdulillah, abah got his visa today. finally! everyone was worried he wouldnt get it and we had to delay the trip, guess its ok now. thank god. thats it for now. have to se cik norzilah tomorow. adios.

abhor - to hate

i think the fish in the lake are in some kind of clan trying to make me feel stupid..I CANT CATCH ANY FISH! we've tried cacing, hati ayam, roti, roti canai (??), ikan masin (??), it all jus doesnt seem to work. i give up, their just too smart for me.
went out to the jetty around 10 pm in the dark, hoping to catch 'a' fish. but ended up with nothing except for these plants stuck on my pants..(those tajam2 ones where if u wanna get it off kena pick off one by one..ape ntah name). i was just online for some last minute studying about mahathir mohamad, in case it comes out for the TOEFL writing part about tokoh or something. man..i hope i do well. and i hope i get that scholarship. REALLY WANT IT LIKE HELL GILE BABZ! we're off to kl tomorow. drop off tok first (we're at bukit merah) then blah. then tuesday kena wake dang early for the test.
ooh yeah..almost forgot to mention. to all the peeps out there goin for matric..good luck all! its gonna be a blast man! i got one in tangkak. but cant go. hmm..mixed emotions. just nervous bout goin to some other country. get this funny feeling in my stomach when i think about it. oh well..god almighty help me in whatever i do..

friendster interrupted

aloha, comoesta? [2 whole different languages]. we had a dinner party tonight. LC and Chau, Andrew and his wife, Bobby, and Kak Nabilah. All former RA's of my parents. had to cook mostly vegetarian food cos Chau's a vegetable..i mean, vegetarian. it was cool. they left around ten. and thats a record. cos we usually have guests at 8 til like 12. and the cleanin [dishes. menyapu-ing,storing food] usually ends in the A.M. but this time by 11 dah abis. and amazingly i didnt have to do the dishes.
confirmed TOEFL date - 17 May at 9am. we're leaving for KL tomorow, then maybe home #2, then KL back by monday cos tuesday got test. dunnola, see how it goes.
well, my friends are all starting matric on monday. sometimes i feel like i wanna do the same, but looking at the situation [going to US and all], cant really do that. but i hope i get a better offer somewhere. i heard matric johor sucked anyway. haha. kidding.
something wrong with friendster. my email says ive got 3 recieved messages but when i log on to friendster, it cant be viewed. wonder what mizi, zubair and josh have to say. oh well, check it tomorow i guess, if i get the chance. gotta sleep.

vardever

Oh no! spare me! the humungous baby is coming for me! its outside my window bangin tryin to get in! 'YOU SHALL NOT PASS!' i promise i wont steal anymore pencils from the hotel!!
gawd its rainin hard outside. just the way i like it. i was writing an essay, 2 actually for the AMCHEE [or sumthin like that] scholarship thingy. [like ill ever get it]. i wish id get it! insya-allah. one of the essays is something about describing your academic goals. and the other something about an event in your life that has taught you a lesson. i think ill write about the time i punched jen aniston cos she kissed brad pitt and brad pitt came and punched me! [didnt know they were married..how foolosh of me]. taking TOEFL anytime soon. bit nervousla.
anyways, american idol was okay today dont ya think? i say anthonys out this week. that backstreet boy aint got what it takes. dont u think? speaking of backstreet dudes, their 'incomplete' song kinda sux. i was expecting more from my beloved boyband [as of darjah enamla]. ya know..wit their i want it that way shit..come on, who doesnt like that song? even eminem likes it. lol.
someone said something to me this morning that made me sakit hati til almost petang [now cool alreadylar]. at that moment, right at that very second, i felt like running. but it was hot outside, so yeah, changed my mind. haha.
*losing grip - avril* im still not tired of this song. maybe cos when i listen to it i always perasan im on stage singin it..haha! what?? you TOO? i knew it!

twilight zone

im home alone!!! guess music doesnt do the trick..im a bit freaked out! went downstairs and thought i saw a hand at the end of the stairs. then i thought i heard something, so i kept quiet. then..'bejeeekk,,', stupid nyamuk in my ear. wah piang, damn freaked out. then i was lookin through a slit of a half open cabinet, suddenly cicak lari keluar. macam sial. i need some cake. yesterdays cake! yummy..

mummys day

opah is whistling while sleeping. HAHA. cant help giggling to myself.
we only celebrated mums day today cos parents jus came back this morning. got some cyder and cinamon buns [which me and keena made til about 2am last nite] out. ofcourse, that was a pre-celebration. abah and keen went out at nite and got a cake. yummy cake. yummier if it was ice cream cake. went to a friends house for a while. just realised..havent gone to jusco for more than a week! thats quite long considering its only five minutes walk from here. [opah mumbled something just now in her sleep..sounded like..'mdisajhnjue'..] i should be sleeping nowlaa. wat to do? cannot sleep siax. had a 3 hour nap in the afternoon..opah going back tomorow. yay! um..i mean..yay? no offense. i kinda miss the privacy. havent had it for more than a week. i really need it once in a while. im out.

walking away

it was 3 am in the morning. sick of being here. so decided to take the van and jus drive around. saw a convenient shop nearby. decided to get a pack of salem lights. jus as i was paying for it at the counter, my bro came. so i put the box back and went back to the car. and drove back home. how weird?
--end of story--
weird dream huh?? it felt like i really did it. when i woke up and realized i was dreaming, got kinda sad. parents arent here today. til monday probably. sarawak. opahs here. everyones sleepin at the moment. *dreaming of you - selena*
hmm..its may already. time passes by so damn quick. exactly 16 days til we're outta here..! might have to take some tests. nak register for TOEFL on 19th. gotta go practice some questions. out. *wherever you will go - the calling*

to the moon and back

actually..to kl and back in less than a whole day. terer tak? visa interview. so, it seems that i dont need a visa and it seems that its against the law for them to give me a visa. how cool is that man?? abahs havin a bit of trouble with his cos his name is damn common. so, kena tunggu maybe 2/3 minggu for them to confirm. nasib baik not a month.
thats it for now. tryin to get wonderwall chords rite. something wrong with the guitar maybe. or maybe i jus suck. haha.

useless entry

i dun usually write an entry when im bored cos i know the words that will be typed up in here are just useless pieces of crap which are no use to me or anyone readin this piece of shit. but since im damn bored and dont really have anythin else to do but type stuff out, im gonna write a useless piece. so here goes my useless entry with all my useless words which is useless to me and everyone readin it. u see i feel quite useless at the moment cos...ah..wanna explain ah? but very useless wat? so, yeah, as i was sayin uselessness is very common nowadays. it occurs a lot to peoples emotions when they are feelin useless. well, ofcosla. continuing on my useless entry..u see..now no idea already..USELESSLA. i give up..im gonna sing--->

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP DONT WANNA HEAR IT
GET OUT GET OUT..

i dun even know if the words are right. well, sad to say, im not even a fan of simple plan. wah! that freaken rhymes..go ahead..read it again 'im not even a fan of simple plan'..hahahahahahhahahahahah!!! i might make a song with that title..ok..hell with this..im out!
oh yeah..almost forgot to mention..life sux.

is it someones bday today?

new skin. so, whaddya think? who cares wat u think? ;). anyways, these past few days ive been helpin out my sis with her kerja kayu, sejarah, geog, and all that shit. shes supposed to complete all of it in 2 weeks i think. before we go offla. so, yeah, kerja kayu siap. along got the idea of makin a drawer kinda thing. looks quite neat actually. had fun spray paintin it. its silver!!! HAHAH! gotta help her with her folio and the other projects. well, till next time. maybe something interestin eh? -sarra out-

my condolences to a friend

got awful news just now that my friend's friend got into an accident. she died. i am so sorry for him. things happen sometimes, but we cant blame ourselves or find fault in people when something horrible occurs, its just not right. and letting anger consume one's self would be a fatal step into something else thats awful. in islam (and im sure in all other religions as well) we believe that everything happens for a reason. failure in the past could lead to success in the future. mistakes that have been done would not be repeated.
death, makes people stronger. death, makes us become closer to god.
death, reminds us to appreciate life and not waste any second of it, because we never know when god will take our last breath. it could be next month, week, or even tomorow. so jus...NEVER take anything for granted.

home sweet home

im home. finally home! rindu siot johor. tidak ku sangka johor begitu indah dan mempesonakan..(is dat ayat even right? who cares..)arrived johor about 9pm after makin stops to opahs house at seremban, then shantis house (although shanti wasnt there). my sis went to pick sumthing up. man, sakit buntut stayin in a car for so long. damn pening summore. parents no money to buy new car, aircond kong in the day time cos damn hot outside. useless. hehe. *damien rice - the blowers daughter*.
finally finished the visas. now all we have to do is go for our interviews. i sepatutnya no need to interview, cos us citizen maa..but dunno, their a bit fussy bout all this. probably takin off at the end of this month or early may. mmu acceptance letter came in today. got in alpha law. dunno if im takin the offer or not. might wait for upu. mom suggested studyin abroad when we go there. but..hm..i dunno, bein away from family and all. not used to it..plus its totally a different world there. on the other hand, it would be awesomela..to study there (if i can get in any collegesla). somethin for me to ponder on i guess *i believe in a thing called love - blessed union souls*
oh yea..i did something to moms laptop. these 'odd' icons started appearin on the desktop and got one blue screen there summore..wahpiang, damn panic. tried to wake up along but hes sleepin like a log. wohkay, im out.

lake in front of apartment 

bukit merah laketown

quick entry. im at bukit merah at the moment. have an apartment here. been here for a week already. got tasik outside with fish and all that stuff, really cool i tell ya. anyone lookin for a place to stay for a night near the lake and waterpark at bukit merah? contact me..hehe..there are 3 rooms and can accomodate about 8 people..(extra if u dont mind sleepin on the floor..) needed access to internet to apply for visas. need it before the 25th. hopin to reach US by the 29th. insya allah sempatla. well, write more later..gotta finish up visa..adios blog!

happy bday to shithead.

jus got back from melaka. got a tan from swimmin in the pool in the hot sun. wahlau-ay. visited along, did some shoppin. swim summore. then watch TV. stupid place - only have TV1,2 and 3. sux man. abah let me drive home. got sleepy a bit tengah2 jalan, a bit lelong, how the hell does he drive 2 straight hours?? sakit tangan and kaki! anyway, maklang, uncle F. and aunty L. came over today, they were here for about 3 hours. talked to Mel a bit. listened to the grownups chat about 'the unknowns'. kinda spooky i tell ya, but these things happen, they exist and i believe that. there are just some evil people out there who do weird and awful things to get revenge. i dont believe in revenge (in that way). you got a prob? confront the person straight and get it over with, senang cite. this one - sumpah this and thatla..my gawd, apa nak jadik with people these days? like barbarians only.
oh yeah, wat a historical day..the sultans bday..(WOO!). i dont give a shit bout the shithead. he's jus full of shit. feel it especially today cos everyones jus talkin about it. and the doas in friday prayers are read out loud with his name in it and all. i mean, what happened to equality in this country anyway?? tak kira ah, sultan ke, bapak sultan ke, the bapaks of the sultans ke, same thing. and plus, with the horrible things he's done, i seriously think he shouldve been punished for them. well, wat to do..wat to do..ill become PM one day and change all that huh? haha..and, yeah, if i get caught or sent to jail for writing this-->jus shows how 'free of speech' doesnt apply here.

*ba wo hui lai le - jay chou*

wo ting shuo tong chang zai zhan zheng hou jiu hui huan lai he ping
wei shen me 'kua le' wo de ba ba yi zhi da wo ma ma
jiu yin wei he zui jiu
ta jiu neng na wo ma chu qi
'wua jin jia kuo mai lo qui'
'gui sey wo ka suei han'~ huh

chong xiao dao da zhi yo ma ma de wen lo
wei shen me wo ba ba
na me xiong
ru guo zhen de wo you yi shuang chi bang
'neng' shuang chi bang
sui shi chu fa
tou tou chu fa
wo yi ding dai wo ma 'gia'
cong qian de jiao yu
bie ren de jia ting
bie ren de ba ba
zhong zhong de bao li yin su yi ding du hui you yuan yin
dan shi ne
ma gen wo dou mei you cuo kui wo jiao ni yi sheng ba~ ba
wo hui lai le

'my ge ren ni pa wo ma ma'
wo shuo de hua de
'ni gan mei tia?'
'my ge ren ni fa wo ma ma'
nan dao ni shou
bu hui tong ma?

qi shi wo hui jia jiu xiang yao zu zhi yi qie
rang jia ting hui dao guo qu tian tian
wen xin de huan le xiang wei
sui ran zhe shi wo bian zao chu lai de shi shi
you dian feng ci
you dian suan xing
dan ta que zai zhe kuai le she hui fa sheng chan sheng gong ming
chan sheng gong ming lai zu zhi yi qie bao li
yan lei sui zhe yin fu xi ru xue ye qing xu
cong xiao dao da ni jiao wo xue xi ni ba ni dang bang yang
hao duo de jia xiang
ma ma chang shou 'guai~~tnia li bei ay hua'
ni jiao wo zen me gen ni xiang~~~~ni zou kai

'my ge ren ni pa wo ma ma'
wo shuo de hua de
'ni gan mei tia?'
'my ge ren ni fa wo ma ma'
nan dao ni shou
bu hui tong ma?

'ji neng sa si lo lag shi boei'
yi er san si wu liu qi ba
wo jiao ni ba
ni da wo ma zhe yang dui ma
gan ma zhe yang
he bi rang jiu qian bi zi zou~ xia~
'gong do gong my tia'
'tia'
'tia' shi wo men zai 'tia'
'tia'

movie review - sepet

a romantic story involving two individuals of different race, culture and religion. lee ah loong - a chinese guy who sells VCDs at a local pasar to earn some extra money who is regularly bothered by loan sharks. orkid - malay girl who has loving friends. family and boyfriend.

orkid and her friend met lee ah loong (he referred himself to her as jason) at his stall one day to buy some takeshi kaneshiro movies. orkid was mesmerised by jasons eyes. and jason at the same time felt the same chemistry. (in this part of the movie, all the sounds of people talking and music stops..haha). orkid and her friend later on discovered that jason had left his phone number with the CDs that they purchased. so they got in touch and became close friends. at this point, both orkid and jason were seeing different people. orkid had a boyfriend (whose a stupid, fuckin dipshit cos he tried to take advantage of her), and jason was seeing jimmys (loan shark) sister.

so, lalala, dididi, skip all the romantic shit, one day jasons friend keong gets attacked by the loan sharks - thank god he didnt die. and one day, jimmy got pissed at jason for getting his sister pregnant (which is true by the way), but they didnt get the chance to cos right before jimmy came jason was talkin to orkid on the phone and orkid sempat tell his father and the police sempat datang (which is in a quite short time frame i might add). so jimmy was shot i think and one of his gang members got killed. jason was finally free of the assholes.

after finding out he got a girl pregnant, he told orkid in a letter. and orkid just flipped. lets just say she WASN'T cool about itla. jason made attempts to approach her but she didnt let him, neither did her friends. she was bummed dude. jason wrote her a letter one time but she didnt care to read it. at the same time orkid got a scholarship to england to study, so meaning she had to leavelor. after quite a while, it was time for her to leave. and she STILL hadnt read the letter jason wrote her. on the same day (in a different scenario) keong pujuk jason to see her off at the airport, and he thought about it and decided he would. back to the other scenario. orkid, mom, and dad were in the car on the way to airport when her mom urged her to read the letter. so she finally did.
AWW..now this is damn sweet man..jason wrote something about how the girl who he got pregnant aborted the baby and didnt want to be with jason. here comes the sweet part - he said that he wanted to write a poem for her but he couldnt. he was thoughtless (he love writing poetry). he did not get any ideas from god because orkid was the gift from god to him..AWW..anyways, she was crying in the car. her mom kept tellin her to call jason and tell him she loved him so that he knows. so she did. she tried to dial the first time, but tak dapat. a couple times, tak dapat. last time baru dapat. so she told him she loved him and he said 'i know..i love u too'....
he had already died in this scene in an accident. tsk..tsk..sedih sial!! so i guess it was his soul listenin to her words. his soul wanted her to leave for england in peace. and i guess (unlike other movies) this saves time from all the cryin and drama and all that..but yala..I HATE THE ENDING!!!!!!!!!

all in all i thought the movie was original and very real. i think many can relate well to the story and yeah..FINALLY A MOVIE WHERE THEY SPEAK GOOD ENGLISH!! ;)..

anyways, i know mesti dah ramai gila yg dah watch dis movie..this is jus my intrepretation and my way of tellin it. for those who havent watched the movie..SORRY!! i spoiled your suspense..haha..leave any comments if you have any.


sepet 

an ode to jas, izrin, and shanti

i was jus reminiscin. and im missin my days at SMKMR. man, it was a lot of fun there. izrin, shanti and jas. these people were my bestest friends over there man. we were in everytihing together. jas - wacky, laughs at almost anything (haha), jus always making people smile. izrin - the 'planner' of most things, bertanggungjawab, i admire her courage and determination. shanti - the brains among us all..hehe, crackin dumb jokes, havin a contageous laugh at most times, i swear, everytime she laughs, i laugh, and then our whole group laughs.
i remember in form 2 how i used to annoy izrin with linkin park's song..used to scream in her ear 'CRAWLIN IN MY SKINNN!!!' hahaha..and shed get pissed off like hell..
i remember goin to jas tellin her about sum dude i thought who was cute and she'd be smilin her ears off and sayin funny things like 'wat? gonna ngorat him ah??' hahaha..jas..jas..
i remember in form 3 how shanti and i would be talkin on the phone for about 5 hours. jus talkin bout this and that, talk about life, how unfair it is (at that time).
i remember in form 2 how all of us would stay back almost evryday to rehearse our puisi sains. the puisi izrin wrote about 'pembiakan' (if im not mistaken..hey, it was suppose to be scientific what???) yeah..those sweet times. *muscle museum - muse*
i remember the time we went for this motivasi thing in form 3 and jas and izrin came to me and shantis hostel room. we combined the two single beds and all 4 of us slept in me and shantis room..haha..dont think that was allowed! but it was fun, we chatted and talked bout girl stuff til one by one we fell asleep..izrin was the first to fall asleep..haha.
*the man who sold the world - nirvana*
i remember in form 4 when all of us sang goodbye songs for our practical teachers. i think it was 'if i let u go', 'andai kau pergi' and 'wo jue bu neng shi qi ni'...yeah..i remember!! we recorded our voices on kak zariahs recorder (thanx kak zariah!!) and let them hear it..how sweet can u get?? (cheh, prasan..haha)..
anyways, jas, izrin and shanti - i love u guys no matter what!! ;)..hope to meet ya all sometime..

april foolsday

another day of boredom. maklang came over to urut keena. she hasnt had fever today. thank god. hopefully she'll get better before we all head to US. been more then a month already. sometimes i think its a bit unfair for all this to happen to her..but i keep my faith and keep tellin myself that there must be a reason gods doing this to her. not sure wat it is yet though.

listenin to my mp3's at the mo'. 'seberapa pantas' - sheila on 7. dunno y, but when i listen to this song, i teringat form 4. one of the popular songs of that time i guess. april fools day..hm..how boring..didnt play any jokes..for the first time! GAWD, when am i gonna start uni life huh? jus cant wait to hit the books and start studying again ya know..(sounds like im sum kind of nerd..lol) i was actually goin through my bio books (for naja) and actually spent 15 minutes readin bout enzimes..LOL! and i HATE biology! that just shows sumthingla. 'toy soldiers' - eminem. inspiring dude.

my S.T.U.P.I.D. handphone still wont freaken turn on. bought a new battery at HP the other day but it still wont charge. shit-ass-cheap-nak-mamposss phone. i swear ill jus throw it and break it one day..one fine day..or maybe ill jus take it to the shop tomorow.owkay, ill end here. till tomoro. another boring entry..!! 'suga suga' - baby bash.

my first entry..woopee..

wat to say? wat to say? cant sleep. bored. so do this blog shit. whatever. til next time.